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Journal Entry: Sat May 10, 2008, 1:42 PM
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Karida The Crazy Bay
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Not wanting to make mistakes, means not wanting to learn..not wanting to learn means not wanting to grow…and that will get you no where ~ Marikay crosby


Ok I just finished watching a GREAT movie ..Called Brokendown Palace..A heart-jerking movie that speaks the tells of friendship and strength of will. Go watch if you can
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time for a update. Guys I feel better spiritually ..well mostly ..I think.
But I’m still real stressed out on trying to find a job >_< in this small town it’s hard :O_o:
So when I get to stressed..I get sick..can’t eat, throwing kind of sick and I hate it and having a inner ear infection isn’t helping and it’s being 94 degrees outside with NO AC in my car….
So after going everywhere in this small town I live in and found nothing. I had go into the city *fear*
I’m a back woods girl..I HATE DRIVING in the city , you should have seen me..I almost got in a wrack LMAO..it’s funny thinking about it now. I don’t get it..I can drive a Backhoe , tractors, and Kill at mud bogging, but chicken-shit driving in the city, I give it up to the people that do it everyday (two thumps up guys)
Anyways, Me being sick and trying to drive in the city turned out to be a bad day. I was lucky my friend Jessica went with me. So I when in to the city to looking for a job and see about getting my cell phone fixed. The screen went black on me….Guys never get a W580i Sony walkman….
I spent 3 hours in the damn place and got nothing but a number to call for a replacement, then Jessica needed to see about getting her a cell phone, so by the time we was done in the city, it was time for me to drive over to my mans house to get some of my things I needed…So I didn’t get to look for a job at all.. And i get home and Call the service number it took 10mins :O_o: for them to place a order for my replacement cell phone. .………Looks like I have to go again tomorrow…wish me luck :O_o:
Anyway because of me stressing out a lot lately, my granny and daddy think I’m Prego (pregnant) because I’m throwing up and I get back into yesterday and find a pregnancy test on my dresser ………I see my man once a week IF I’m LUCKY now and that time mostly spent around my family , friends. Or going out…..so no time for :hump: :devilish:…Oh I have young watchers.


Working on some of my Trades and designing Titan and Karta’s First foal..so watch out .



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Karta and her new foal : :star-half: :star-empty: :star-empty:





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  • Mood: Sorrow
  • Listening to: my heart beating out my chest
  • Watching: my tv is broken
  • Drinking: Mountain Dew

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 20
  • Current Residence: hell
  • Interests: to many
  • Favourite movie: 300, 10,00BC hmmmm
  • Favourite band or musician: too many
  • Favourite genre of music: all
  • Favourite artist: too many LOL
  • Favourite style or digital art: pencil
  • Personal Quote: to forgive is too move on, but too forget is to loss understanding

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~HLMullaney:iconHLMullaney: 1 day 9 hours ago
Thanks for the :+fav:!

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*Elfenin:iconElfenin: 2 days 1 hour ago
Hello,
Thank you very much for the :+fav: on 'Blue Eyed Kittens' :thanks:
~Kath17:iconKath17: 3 days 4 hours ago
Thanks for the fave hun! :hug:

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~Fenikkitsune:iconFenikkitsune: May 10, 2008, 1:39:30 PM
I didn't read your last journal until just now. I don't know what's wrong with your dad, but you're making a good choice to be with him as much as you can. I hope you don't come back to this note just to cry over it, but your journal here really touched me in ways you can only imagine. I came from a family of seven. All there was from the start of MY life was me, my mom, my uncle, my grandmother, my grandfather and my two younger brothers. My uncle worked himself to death in 1999 at the young age of 42- he was my best friend. I watched a friend die of cancer- it was tough to watch, but I handled it well. My grandmother that raised me like a daughter because my mom didn't want me died at 65 from a bloodclot that got to her heart in 2006. She was in the hospital and they'd run the tests and were waiting on the results when she passed away. After she died I was sure grandpa was soon to follow and I wasn't terribly wrong... I was at home with my 3 year old when I got the call, the voice on the other end, a great aunt, "Your mother and Aarron (my 16 year old brother) are DEAD!" I fell to pieces. My heart shattered, my world crashed and all the anger and resentment and sorrow was almost too much- I thought I was going to die. That was the end of my world as I knew it. Gone, in an instant. My mother and I were angry with each other, we were still talking, but we were angry. Our conversations were always dry, stepping lightly on each word as if on egg shells... I'm still angry with her even now I suppose and she was so childish, so nieve- one of the reasons she never wanted me. A few months later, my grandfather (who was like a dad to me) went severly downhill. He'd been deteriorating after the death of his beloved wife, but I knew this heartbreak would claim him for certain, it was only a matter of time. He'd outlived his entire family save one brother and he'd outlived his wife, both his children and a grandson. It was literally killing him. I spent an entire month back home watching him die and it was one of the hardest things I ever had to do. My husband lost his job because we were there so long... 2007 claimed the rest of what was left of my seven-person family (save my other brother and I) in a matter of 6 months. Now my last brother has joined the infantry/artillery squad in the National Guard and they're talking about sending him to Iraq the 1st of the year. So much pain, so much heartache, so many tears... But you're right, there's beauty in the breakdown. The world as it is and not as you would have it becomes more clear than ever. Instead of imagining peace you find it, instead of make-believing people are good, you find that too. It's not as smooth as you would've imagined it, but it's there, in the smallest of things. It's in each tiny vein of a leaf, it's in the smell of the moments before the rain, in the sound of an instrument well played, a properly composed and perfectly balanced piece of art. It's in the sweet scent of roses and in the sparkling snow... My son's laugh lights up my world, the mere sound of his laughter makes me feel that everything is right with the world if even for but a moment in time. I am proud to say that when my grandparents spoke I listened, my only hope and fear now is that I remember... A lot of people get caught up in day to day life and silly dramas and they do forget. Bill collectors hound you and it consumes your waking thoughts- FUCK them. If you live for only you and have no hope then you are not alive at all. All you would be then is an empty shell, remnants of what was once a human being. Pain and sorrow is necessary, just as air and laughter and love are. "Paradise isn't Paradise unless all those that deserve it can find it." I can understand your troubles because I know them well, I hurt for you being abashed at this moment in time. From one loner to another; one thing all us loners have in common is our resilience and strength. Times come when we think we've lost it, hell, times come when we feel we've lost everything, but then we, who are logical in thought because as loners we have to be, wake up from that misconception and watch the sun rise. The pain doesn't go away, it remains and becomes a part of us and soon we learn to draw power from even that. We get up and trudge on, not unlike Kiba from Wolf's Rain, because we know there's still more to do, more to see, a goal we've yet to reach. Life may not be pretty ponies and fairy princesses, but we got some pretty cool stuff here in the RL too. As long as you know what you're looking for you're alright. ;)

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Griffin :batty:
~Fenikkitsune:iconFenikkitsune: May 10, 2008, 12:42:35 PM
I've begun drawing Asima! No guarantees when it'll be done, just wanted to let you know I did get started! ;) She's a pretty fun character to draw!

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Griffin :batty:
*karida5517:iconkarida5517: May 7, 2008, 11:44:00 AM
hello :XD:

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~Fenikkitsune:iconFenikkitsune: May 4, 2008, 9:56:39 PM
I can't decide which one, so surprise me! Here are three of my OC's (the ones I have ref-sheets for) to choose from!

Griffin (you'll notice that all of these are different colors, be sure to read the description under the Ref-Sheet for an explanation)
Ref-Sheet
additional links for reference:
before alterations:
[link]
after alterations:
[link]
[link]


Fenikkitsune (2 characters in 1- see Ref-Sheet for details...)
Ref-Sheet
additional links:
in bankai
[link]
vizard level~seven tails
[link]
[link]

Yeyinde
Ref-Sheet
additional links:
old
[link]
new
[link]
[link]

For more pictures to reference to, visit the "MySelf" album in my gallery.

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Griffin :batty:
~Fenikkitsune:iconFenikkitsune: May 4, 2008, 12:38:50 PM
O.o
And I just noticed you have one of my pieces featured! *yay* Thank you!!!

I'm honored!
:worship:

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Griffin :batty:
~Fenikkitsune:iconFenikkitsune: May 4, 2008, 12:31:53 PM
:+favlove:

And for the record I think you draw wings a lot better than I do! (and I'm a gargoyle for Heaven's sake!) ;)

I'm debating about which of my OCs I'd like you to do for our trade- I'll get back to you! :D

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Griffin :batty:
*karida5517:iconkarida5517: May 4, 2008, 10:33:33 AM
great where a link to him and i'll get started as soon as i can.
I wonder love to have a picture done of My Demon AsimaXD

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The Greatness of a nation and It’s Moral Progress can be judged by the way it’s Animals are treated~ Mahatma Gandhi…………..If this is true , we’re in bad shape



Who wants to play, enter my contest![link]
~Fenikkitsune:iconFenikkitsune: May 4, 2008, 10:24:43 AM
I :heart: Gandhi!

He was also the one that said, "An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind." I've been using that one a lot lately with all the misdirected patriotism flying around these days...

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Griffin :batty:
*karida5517:iconkarida5517: May 4, 2008, 9:18:45 AM
lol thank you

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The Greatness of a nation and It’s Moral Progress can be judged by the way it’s Animals are treated~ Mahatma Gandhi…………..If this is true , we’re in bad shape



Who wants to play, enter my contest![link]
*karida5517:iconkarida5517: May 4, 2008, 9:17:53 AM
sure sweety

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The Greatness of a nation and It’s Moral Progress can be judged by the way it’s Animals are treated~ Mahatma Gandhi…………..If this is true , we’re in bad shape



Who wants to play, enter my contest![link]
*karida5517:iconkarida5517: May 4, 2008, 9:17:43 AM
thank you sweety

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The Greatness of a nation and It’s Moral Progress can be judged by the way it’s Animals are treated~ Mahatma Gandhi…………..If this is true , we’re in bad shape



Who wants to play, enter my contest![link]
*karida5517:iconkarida5517: May 4, 2008, 9:17:30 AM
:w00t:

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The Greatness of a nation and It’s Moral Progress can be judged by the way it’s Animals are treated~ Mahatma Gandhi…………..If this is true , we’re in bad shape



Who wants to play, enter my contest![link]
*karida5517:iconkarida5517: May 4, 2008, 9:17:02 AM
:W00t:

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The Greatness of a nation and It’s Moral Progress can be judged by the way it’s Animals are treated~ Mahatma Gandhi…………..If this is true , we’re in bad shape



Who wants to play, enter my contest![link]
*karida5517:iconkarida5517: May 4, 2008, 9:16:42 AM
A art trade would be great Just let me know what you would want me to draw for you XD

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The Greatness of a nation and It’s Moral Progress can be judged by the way it’s Animals are treated~ Mahatma Gandhi…………..If this is true , we’re in bad shape



Who wants to play, enter my contest![link]
*emmily-xo:iconemmily-xo: May 3, 2008, 10:03:30 PM
Thanks for the +fav! :)

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Yes, I'm an odd combination of: Equine Lover and Naruto Fanatic! :heart:

Avvie made by *Ilyana88
~Nirvannahh:iconNirvannahh: May 3, 2008, 1:03:44 PM
do you wanna be friends?? :flirty:

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thanx to my awesome buddy zalazar for my great avie!! ^^
~Nirvannahh:iconNirvannahh: May 3, 2008, 1:03:11 PM
your art is soo beautiful!!

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thanx to my awesome buddy zalazar for my great avie!! ^^
~Fenikkitsune:iconFenikkitsune: May 2, 2008, 6:24:56 PM
My comments to you are beginning to overwhelm the page!!! :+favlove:

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Griffin :batty:
~Fenikkitsune:iconFenikkitsune: May 2, 2008, 6:01:30 PM
Thanks for another awesome fave! I'm glad you enjoy my work!

Since you like horses so much here are the links to my horse-related pics... Maybe we do an art trade one day! ;)

Hand Drawn
Pegasus
[link]
Centaurs
[link]
[link]
[link]
Gargoyle...
[link]
My NeoPet, Capriseaquine...
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]
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Digital
[link]
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Griffin :batty: